everyday is a new day. change is constant. this undefined relationship with true north has gone beyond the boundaries... not the typical girl-boy relationship, not based on infatuation or sexual desires alone. definitely nothing like that. we both know that although being together feels sooooo right, we can't be together.
last week as we were having some drinks, we tried to analyze how this came to be. red horse tasted so bitter, the reality check hurt me. why can't we be together, when we both know that "this is it." i don't understand why just when i found that person i want to be with for the rest of my life, i can't have him just because i was two years late. why did god ever let us meet?
no answers. just like that. it's just the way it is.