surprises, surprises.
i found an old sim card last week and retrieved M's number. and so i texted him just to check how he's doing. and again, we exchanged some messages. he says he's single again. (and so??? i don't care anymore)
this time, i'm not hoping/ wishing/ thinking he'll be back. we keep running in circles. always like this-- we start texting, we go out again, we enjoy the company and get to comfortable, then we become intimate or attached, tapos wala, away na naman and will not see eachother for two years. i just can't look at him that anymore. you witnessed how hard it was for me to forget him, get over him, unlove him. if it weren't for true north, i would still be longing for M hopelessly and helplessly.