goodbye

after the 6-month roller coaster ride with true north, i think i am ready to let go and move forward. it's not going to be easy. specially after believing and knowing he is "the one" i want to be with.

this decision came about after taking that dumaguete trip alone. now i have come to accept that he's not just that into me. if he was, he will never make his GF as reason not to be with me. well, that's is the only reason i can think of, and i can see, and definitely questionable.

so goodbye to sunday delight. the true north thingy is just a dream and will remain that way. no more long interesting conversations, no more jeepney rides, surprises, cute kajologan, isaw eating, cooking at home, wandering. goodbye to the only person who knows me inside and out. *sniff*sniff*

but... the greatest challenge is to say it. do it. make it happen.