pa-rant!!!

I hate it when people think that they are being taken for granted just because I can't accept their invitation to go out. I don't like it when they use the word "tampo." Man, ang tanda na natin! Naiiinis ako because they don't know how hard I am working just to make ends meet. They don't know that I'm working from Monday to Saturday with almost no time left for Maxine, my family... and Mario. They don't know because they they don't pay the bills like me... they don't don't have to pay for a tutor, buy bigas -- they are not single parents like me!

Aside from my work in Eastwood at 2-11 p.m., I also accepted one on one tutorials - I have 2 classes on Saturdays and 1 every Tuesday and Thursday in ABS-CBN, and occasionally in Ortigas. If I only have a boarder, I don't need to work like this-- kayod kabayo! What is worse, with all the hard work, I still can't buy the things I want.(I've been wanting to buy the cheapest digicam (6K), a pressure cooker and an ipud! ang cheap lang but I can't even afford it!) I mean I can buy it, but I have to pay my bills too, right? Hindi ko naman ikamamatay kung hindi ko mabili ang mga iyon. It's funny, I never thought I would mature like this.

Oh, yes, and it doesn't end there. Maxine is becoming a bit pasaway. I'm getting scared because I don't get to spend much time with her. She comes home late! I don't know what she's doing in school. From Top 2, she's now Top 7 kasi sabi niya, "Ma, maraming tumalino!" She's becoming boy crazy (oh no, mana sa akin!) at the age of 11 years old -- she is only in the 5th grade!

Wala lang, just ranting!

I need a night out with the girls (and BOYS!)!!! O, walang kokontra. I work very hard... I need a case of beer!!!