not the Bar

After failing THE BAR, he decided to enroll and review at San Beda. For some reasons, he didn't feel motivated. He kept skipping classes, slept all day (all night too) and didn't care. But he insisted that he'll take the bar this year. It took lots of effort to convince him not to push himself. And after a while, he decided I was right (see? I'm always right nga!). He couldn't take the bar this year with that attitude. He will definitely not make it again if he takes it without being prepared for the battle.
Come the last day of filing and he decided not to take it this year.

I don't know if I should blame myself. Did I make the right decision not to convince him? I did. I called him everyday to remind him to go to his review class. I nagged him. I cursed him. But maybe I didn't pressure him enough???

Anyway, he will take the bar next year (or so he says). If he doesn't (ever) become a lawyer, I don't care. I will love him still. It is not who he has to be, it is who he is now. awwww...